It’s Halloween Night and I decided to go to the pub in the city after work.
Tonight I decided to pray differently after leaving the bars early and laying in bed just thinking. I decided to write my thinking out with no usage of the delete button….this was my prayer.
I think my thinking is clearest after a few beers. I think more realistically about my life and what actually matters. I don’t let evil cloud my judgement. Last night’s bragging rights, how “turnt” I got, how high I got, how many illegal things I did without getting caught…all those things that I tend to think are important in the moment to impress others vanish after a few beers. I’m not sure why, but I think it has to do with God calling me. Calling me to do something big. To change. But I don’t have a clue of what that is and it’s killing me. I pray for clearity and courage. Clearity for my vision to be cleared to see what you want me to do; and courage to do what I see in your vision for me. Because after two beers, You are all that matters.